The one thing that mattered.. by Sophie--Chan, journal
The one thing that mattered..
I have lost so much of myself up until now. I believe, when we experience pain, it will eventually leave us...but when it leaves, you're not the same person anymore.. I wonder why I miss the past although the present is 10 times brighter.. I admit, I've lost part of myself, but I'm reviving it now. That fear of "nothing matter" is disappearing...
because I know there is one thing that mattered 10 years ago.
...that childhood dream has always been on my mind, more than any contentment in this world.
and the the fact that I did't let go, is the reason for my strength.
Now that I'm alone, all I hear are the voices of people reminding me of t